ACTIVE GUARDIANS

……2009. ACTIVE GUARDIANS.
Anonymity each one becomes an active guardian of our fellowship.
Participation in the program is simple, profound, significant.
GOD is all. I am anonymous.
What must that day 9/19/33 been like?
Nothing and then in Shaftbury route #7; the Frost House>< Jimmy.
And I am no name. And no choice? what?
Would I have chosen this if I had the choice?
GOD chose me to be; HE loved me.
There was nothing there - there.
And suddenly there is.
And then jimmy. A light exists where there was dark.
A mirror image of BEING;
the CAUSE of living BEING GOD.
Would this existence be worth living for?
Would anybody want to die for this?
It is just too much. I can’t take it all in.
would a candle help in this darkness?
WHY ONE CANDLE on the First Sunday of Advent?
O GOD grant me …..

If there were no GOD
There would be no atheists

MY SOUNDBITE
ABBA my life is your will
into action each day a little more
IF YOU CAN CARE / YOU CAN CURE
Jesus can care he is willing to die for his message.

GOD is only GOOD
happyness is the only to Happiness
happy is the only way to happiness
Humility is healthy self Love
ASSUME NOTHING/ACCEPT ANYTHING
“If you worry you care and if you care GOD will care for you”. Yes mom
If you pray for patience you have to waite. Walter what?
if you can't do anything about it you know it is GOD's will.ok George

My Life is a sound bite

If you pay people to be short you are going to have a lot of short people

Only people with guns shoot peopl

Spirituality is the “Mission Impossible”

Consider how much more you suffer from your anger and grief
than from those very things
for which you are angry and grieved . M. Antonius

One has not lived in vain who learns to be unruffled by loss, by gain, by joy, by pain. Angelus Silesius

May 13, 2004 [CDigest] We are made to persist. That’s how we find out who we are.

If the village raises the child the child is an orphan.



MY LIFE IS
GOD'S WILL / INTO ACTION
EACH DAY / A LITTLE MORE
So I make an act of GOD’s presence
I always help to heal
I never hurt never.
Semper fidelius
GOD help me.

EVERY DAY WE BEGIN AT THE BEGINNING
I am dysfunctional

MY NAME IS JIMMY HOLDEN
I DESERVE TO BE LOVED

I AM OLD ENOUGH TO HAVE AN OPINION
I ain’t so bad

I AM ALIVE, AWAKE, UNIQUE. ESSENTIAL
Everything God ever made
is essential, unique,
inscrutable and obvious.
I AM ESSENTIAL >< TO GOD
I give essential meaning
to HIS dying-rising

I AM A PIECE OF THE MOSAIC
GOD IS A MASTER CRAFTSMAN
NOTHING CAN BE ADDED
NOTHING LEFT OUT
NO PIECE COULD BE improved on

I belong to the Gn.50;20 club.
JESUS DIED SO EVERY PIECE WOULD KNOW
JESUS DIED SO NOBODY ELSE
WOULD BE THE SCAPEGOAT
WHY COULDN’T ANYBODY ELSE
HAVE BEEN THE SCAPE GOAT?

I DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET SOBER
Nothing matters BUT my sobriety
no EMBARRASS, pain, resent, NO NOTHIN

I SAY YES WHEN I MEAN YES;
I SAY NO WHEN I MEAN NO
I remember [Jn.1:48] .HE SAW ME DRAGGING PASTURE IN LOT #26

I DON'T THINK, I DON'T DRINK;
I ONLY DO ME.
MY RHETORIC MY REALITY

Hey Jude
Never strive; never avoid
Let it be

GOD CALLED ME TO GO PREACH THE REIGHN OF GOD.

For happy sake
I choose my mission
I take it seriously

“the lord is my shepherd; there is nothing I shall want”
i.e. NO COMPLAIN, NO EXPLAIN, NO CRITIZE, NO EXCUSE
JUST WILLING TO MAKE the AMENDS
JIMMY HOLDEN [bro. Bede] IS MY HERO.
Let the kingdom come NOWHERE
Deliver us from the Messianic woe
[When it gets too good]

Figure out what your fear protects you from
And you will know why you cling to it.

RELAX GOD IS IN CHARGE.
HE WATCHES ME BECAUSE HE LIKES ME.
HE MADE ME THE WAY I AM BECAUSE THAT’S THE WAY HE IS.
EVERY DAY LIFE IS ON LIFES TERMS.
IF YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT YOU KNOW ITS GOD'S WILL.
DON'T BE SORE; LIFE IS A GIFT
A.A. IS A DAILY REPRIEVE.
Just don’t drink and go to meetings
Faith yields >< not twists
The one in front of me is the direct amends; everyman
AMENDS ARE MAKE OVERS >< amends are futures
"The best possible relationship to every human being"
SPIRITUAL LIFE; IT’S A LIVING TRUST;
Its NOT strive and its not avoid.
HUMILITY IS REALITY ><
REALITY IS GOD'S WILL
And God’s will is like God
>< inscrutably obvious
GLORY IS AS IT ..........was, now, will be.

AMEND, AMEND, AMEND, amend what?
Amend relationships dummy.
MAKE EM OVER

There will always be relationships.
You got to get them right
Before you or GOD can live with them forever.

Living is relating; good or bad O BOY !
CORE >=< relate at point of truth...

I WACTH YOU BECAUSE I LIKE YOU
I SURVIVED ? < DAMN NEAR EVERYTHING

We LOOK FOR PROGRESS NOT PERFECTION [T&T91]
FIRST let the Kingdom come NOWHERE
RECOVERY IS TEAM EFFORT

SO I AM DYSFUNCTIONAL
SOBERIETY IS A MIRACLE FOR ME

Meditation is a conversation with the ONE you know loves you.


Hurting people hurt people.

Mean People suck

What others think of me is not my concern.
What I think of others is my concern.

Might, and bright and right is not what its about
Dignity, and value, and meaningful relating is what success is about.
An instrument of God’s Peace. If the finance committee wants books different what does it matter? It is not a moral question. it’s a question of who is right about bookkeeping. Is peace more important than bookkeeping
Jimmy what the hell are you about?
Bookkeeping or God’s Peace

And another thing
ONE LINERS THAT i am unanimous about
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life is Eternity 101.\Being happy joyous and free
I am responsible: absolutely, irrevocably,
WHAT/ and I am unanimous about that.
I love god that is whatever GOD loves
face your demons or they will chew up your ass
You deserve what you accept
ENTIRELY READY
to play the cards God gives me.
The time is always NOW
I made a mistake but I am not the mistake
life is like kindergarden
learning to live without control
everything is getting better by itself
do you want to be right or well
I never get enough of nothing
HE intends it all for good Gn.50/20
one day at a time
keep it simple stupid
don't think and don't drink
but for the grace of god
turn it over
live and let live
tolerance = the courage to be myself
god's will \ a little more \ each day
\ into action
we are as sick as our secrets
willing \ to do what ever it takes
willing to turn over what ever turns over
honest open and willing
easy does it
be still \ be ware \ i am god
keep it green
let go and let god
do no harm
life on life's terms
thank God anyway
Relax God is in charge
\ I'm not a fixer.
First things first
don’t be so dammed humble
\your not that good
if you can't do anything about it
you know its God's will
If you ain't part of the problem;
you can't fix it.
For A.A. some are too smart\but nobody is too dumb.